amintiri...

This series im doing I am aware isnt the best, but all of it reflects the disorted relationship between a friend i grew up with, one i came to want and desire. And she loved me, savoired our friendship.
She was there when I fell from grace. Through the world i was traveling through she had been my inner connection with life. Probably what kept me connected. She was a reflection which I needed. And though she watched these others I cradeled and cry for at nights, she stayed in silence. She knew I was something, and she knew how she belonged to me. Yet she cried the nights we wern't togather, her misery fell for the things i didn't understand in her. I didn't want her to be pulled into what i lived in. Our bond is two different worlds, not in understanding, but in loving bonds.

I wish I could reach you...
cause life is like heaven to me now.
I wish I could reach it.
And life is what I desire for now.


Series
Canto - III

This series Dedicated to once, a bleeding heart i held to. My poisoned Lily, Akyrah. For our graves no longer bleed with the blood we once had, but stays dry. And I buried her in it. In the depths of soil my love, I do hear your heart beat. And in the long lost distance, I can still hear your voice. Even though our language is gone my child, the language We spoke is faded. And yours tears only water the flowers, the flowers we once loved to crumble in our palms.

And dedicated to all those i cherished, when i once knew how to feel. For they're either out of my reach now, or truely in heaven.

That night I slept by you,
I touched your face,
I wanted you to die in my arms.
You cowered to me.
You showed me fear.
The cruelty
i had to share
cause you
are all
i wanted.
Not your love.
But you.

Not the best piece either but ohwell, i guess im lingering into photography till i get worthy programs.

You told me how you saw so many.
So many scabbed angels.
So many kneeling.
You were afraid.
I told you i would have you